Stttt........

Dibuat pada : 1 Mei 2008

where’s my smile come from??
from where can i get the power to smile??
why i can smile??

Does that mean i already found someone that can make me smile even she’s not here??
even if she’s not exist??
even if she’s still haven’t come into my life??

But.. She’s there.
Far away from my eyes, but so close, just rite inside my heart.
Mixing all of my heart content into one action, my smile.

Digging rite into my chamber of loneliness, destroying my still presence there, and disturbing all of my world content.

Shaking my soul, brighting my pitch dark world, changing everything.

But what i scared most is that when i lost my will to smile, i lost my will to life, and i become just like i am before. Just like now.